and again today...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

assalamualaikum...

if i now what will happen today,

i'll choose to be forever yesterday...

and today, i already choose to be here today..

and again today is not yesterday..  

tears in your heart cannot be seen by others, but Allah knows that you need someone to be with you... 

that's why Allah said in Quran..

"La Tahzan, Innallaha ma'ana" (Surah At-Taubah, 9:40).. 

"don't be said, Allah is always with you" 

if you realize that He is always watching you, always be there for you... 

the tears that caused by pain will turn out to be tears for happiness, happiness which you never feel...

that's the power of LOVE!!! 

it might be hurt today, but i dont know how about tomorrow...

being someone who always brought trouble and sadness to others, is not what i want...

others might think that i am the cruelest and mean person ...

who being that only reason for their sadness,,,

i dont want to be like this either... but if this is what Allah want me to go through, i am so sure He wants to teach and tell me something ... i have faith in Him... i know he will not let me through all this without any reasons... 

but friends, i hope you can be strong as me... who are really fragile actually but act like a strong one...

i'm sorry if i did hurt you, i;m sorry if i did not became a good friend, i'm sorry if i live like this, i'm sorry for letting you go through all this...

even i said i'm sorry millions times,

and again today ... you're hurting and crying because of me...

i'm not that strong to facing all this,

sometimes i think to let it go,

sometimes i think to just go,

sometimes i think to just kept myself far from them,

but i choose to stay, because i have Allah in me... 

and i believe there's something behind all this.

"Ya Allah, help me to be strong no matter what happen..."

*from a friend of mine*

help her  Ya Allah...